I may be a lunatic, but I’m still sticking the Paleo Diet – even though there were huge chocolate bars on the reception desk today!
Back to my title – why am I a lunatic?
Because I am tremendously nervous about my date tomorrow night. I went on LL again and viewed his profile. I’m way out of my league, not cute enough, not smart enough, not well-traveled enough, not well dressed enough, not successful enough……just not enough.
I am judging myself, probably more harshly than he could ever possibly judge me. Where does this come from? Family of origin, of course. Where else?
I must continue to remind myself that I am one of the HOT Champlain HS girls. I am a great catch: no kids, no crazy ex-husband, a home, a great job, money in the bank, nice family, cute, smart, fun….great in bed!…..
I will continue to give myself pep talks through out the day tomorrow, and hope that I have my head on straight by 6:30.
This is hard.